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Ariana Grande has done little press sincethe May 2017 terrorist attack at her Manchester concertthat killed 22 people.
She looked at me like I was insane, he recalls.
She said, I can never sing these songs again.
I cant put on these outfits.
Dont put me in this position.
If I dont do something, these people died in vain, she wrote.
There are so many people who have suffered such loss and pain.
I think thats why its still so heavy on my heart every single day.
I wish there was more that I could fix.
You think with time itll become easier to talk about.
Or youll make peace with it.
But every day I wait for that peace to come and its still very painful.
She says of the attack, Its the absolute worst of humanity.
Thats why I did my best to react the way I did.
